Setting
Hot Springs National Park, Hot Springs, AR, USA
Observation
The energy of the fall equinox compounded by the approaching full moon felt very intense to me this year.
Deeper Dive
The intensity of the energy could be the fact that the fall equinox was so near a full moon. It could be due to me being physically located upon the crystal fields of Arkansas during the crystal-infused event. Or it could be the fact that I am continuing to become more sensitive to energies in general.
Whatever the cause, I simply want to share that today was a challenge. I felt overwhelmed with chaotic emotions ranging from frustration and anger to sadness and discouragement. Finally, around 10pm, I got tired of fighting it and simply surrendered to the energy. I surrendered and allowed it to swirl around me. To surrender is a major step to manifesting at the highest possible outcome. I hadn’t realized I was fighting. I thought I was working to maintain my inner calm, albeit not very successfully.
I was surprised that the act of surrender, I realized that the energy was actually outside of me, not inside as it had felt. And the emotions then quieted. This reprieve gave me the time and capacity to dig deep and find my calm. I purposely, with intention and with a commanding inner voice called in grace, calm, peace, compassion. And they came. They filled me and replaced the chaos from earlier. I felt MySelf again. Thankfully!
Post Script:
The next day Steve commented on a task I happened to be doing. He said “that wasn’t challenging at all.” Recalling the challenges of the day before, I said “sometimes it’s nice to nothave a huge challenge because it gives you the confidence to carry on.” Amen to that!
Conclusion
Energies around Earthly events – equinoxes, solstices, moon phases, eclipses – are highly charged due to the emanant change.
As one becomes more sensitive to energies, realize that these Earthly events will bring energies that feel edgy and intense. Be extra vigilant so that one can remain as neutral as possible. An outburst can create ripple-effect repercussions. So, if one occurs, remedy as neutrally as possible, i.e. apologize, forgive.
Also realize that the energies are outside of oneself, and do whatever is beneficial to stay in a place of calm rather than falling into chaos.
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Aho, Nakeetah.
With loving intentions, Lila
I find this pretty compelling. Can I pose one or two questions?
sure. questions are always welcome, and I am interested in what you have to add.