ReEmerging Like Cicada

Wisdom in Summary:

It was 9 months today when my world shifted. I had no idea where I was headed nor how long it would take. Now, like the cicada, I am re-emerging.  Transformed.  Re-birthed.  Here is what I experienced in high-level summary.  Over the coming months, I look forward to sharing the in-depth details. 

Deeper Dive:

Starting December 4, 2020, I began to feel pulled energetically both inward and outward at the same time.  Inward, into my depths (as deep as I could at that point in my awakening). And outward, via my connection to my higher selves (as much as I could see/hear/sense them at that point in my awakening).  This felt like being put into a trance-state, a deep meditation.  Sometimes it would come without notice.  Other times, I would feel it coming, and I could get comfortable.  Yet often times, I would feel both in my physical body, doing my usual tasks of feeding, bathing, and clothing myself AND out of my physical body, in the Cosmos attending to very high-level energy work.  Even though I was far from master of my own abilities & talents, I was being called into service.  My time had come, though I had no way of truly knowing this.

December was a whirlwind for me with this continuing daily.  I will write about this in a future post because it is truly fascinating and important for all to understand what had occurred.  

Divine Mother Visits

Suffice it to say right now that on December 17, I was visited briefly by Divine Mother:

            “The Epoch of Suffering IS over.

              The Epoch of Coalescence HAS begun.” 

I was given this message from Her in 2017.  So, why again?

Then, like a flash of lightening, I understood:

Winter Solstice WAS the official change of Epochs.  

Grand Conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn moved into Aquarius while the 3-Suns aligned (Galactic center, Solar System Center, Earth’s Center).  

The Age of Aquarius had officially begun.  

The Epochs officially changed.  

Literally, a New Dawn.

New Dawn

In January, I packed up my RV and headed to Texas.  For several years I had been called to the area of East Texas that borders Louisiana. Finally, I had time for this work. And, this is where I spent January, February, and March 2021.  Starting at Texarkana and ending at Port Arthur, I also ventured into Louisiana several times.  Again, more posts to follow with great details of what transpired.  For now, suffice it to say that my own “New Dawn” had begun.  While working with the Spirits of the land where ever I went, I was working internally as well. 

Early in this southern journey, I came to understand that my foundation here-to-for had been built upon defense and arrogance.  I quickly saw that after my December experiences, I could no longer stand upon a foundation built with Downfall World principles.  

It could no longer support who I was becoming. And then one day, it shattered and crumbled beneath me. 

I could not move.  Did not go outside my RV.  

Who was I? How do I rebuild? Where do I start?

I was knocked down. And, It took literally 7 months for me to recreate Lila.  

And finally today, 9 months from the beginning, I created a personal anthem that explains the re-building, re-birthing, re-emerging process.

It is my honor to share:

Anthem

All that I AM is all that I AM.

No more. No Less.

A sum total of all my parts and pieces.

I can be no more than that which I AM.

I will be no less than that which I AM. 

For you see:

I have tumbled to the depths of my Being. 

I have screamed, unanswered, into my own darkness.

I have walked through my own Hall of Terrors.

I had to, had to pull myself up out of my depths by knowing and trusting my own strength, conviction, and sovereignty. 

Resolute:  through humility comes sovereignty, a well-spring of Peace Eternal. 

And I have rebuilt my foundation upon humility and peace. 

Now:

I stand here undefended, naked in my own self-truth, empowered through my own Divine Nature. And so, I AM all that I AM.  No more.  No Less.

Lila Crystal-Goddex, August 4, 2021

Conclusion:

Here I am, re-emerged like the Cicada.

Humbly serving through peace eternal.  

I look forward to sharing more with you for through my sharing, I humbly and honorably serve.  

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Ajo, 

With loving intentions,     

Lila